It's like this. My life is nothing like I planned it out to be in December of last year. The job, the living situation, weight, and even love life is nothing like it was going to be just a few short months ago. Change isn't the reason that things didn't work out. I planned too much. I never had time to do the things I wanted to do. I made such a great life for myself in my mind. If I could crawl up in there and live I'd have it made.
I'm having a now-life crisis. It's all my fault too. Blame is like a ship that I can't let leave the dock because it can only crash out on the rocks when it should just stay where it is so I can deal with the cargo myself. I'll unload it little by little until I can be sure when the ship sails it will be free of anything lingering on board.
Thank goodness for Gothic Metal. I'd be absolutely lost without it. Thank goodness also for Windows Media Player 11. Some people hate it, I love it. It's not problem free but let me tell you something. All of the problems anyone has come to me with with the program (not its features or anything cosmetic) have to do with problems with the person's registry. Viruses and unknowing system tweaking kills WMP fast people. Leave it alone and leave it clean damn it! iTunes sucks ass. End of story. WMP has more features and yeah. It's awesome, don't be jealous.
That's all I feel like saying for now.
As for music and such I don't have much in the works. So yeah. Sorry.
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My Music:
Jack's Lament
Together We Ride
O Holy Night
Legend of the Argonauts
The Raising Fighting Spirit
Sungate
Kolima Forest
Battle With Magus
Ending Theme
Musical Poetry
Underground Sewer
Ripples
Rock Hymn
Moonlight Sonata
Flight of the Fairy
Daughters
Corridors of Time
Fur Elise
The Legend of Zelda Theme
Super Mario Brothers Theme
The Real Folk Blues
Super Mario Brothers 2 Theme
This is Halloween
What's This?
Fukai mori
Royal Castle
Farewell
Oath to Order
Sealed Door
Hotel California
Nostalgia
Two Trios
Heroic Deeds
Swept Away
Hello
My Immortal
Time's Scar
Silent Light
Guardia Millennial Fair
The Katey Song...
Song Number 5
Radical Dreamers
Chrono Cross Map Theme
At the bottom of night











I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
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الحب والسلام
My portofolio: [link]
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but if I can stop by your side,
I'm sure I'll go to the greatest PARADISE!
It's been like ages since last we spoke. SERIOUSLY!!!
I miss you.
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"You live and you learn... at any rate you live." - Douglas Adams
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Competition
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True failure is not trying.
-SMP Films
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For all of you blubber nuggets out there, emoticons make poor substitutes for worded replies
You made a midi thingy for me and you also made a flash thing for me that I posted on that account.
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True failure is not trying.
-SMP Films
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"If my behavior were to reflect on the nuns and catholic priests, the church and clergic reputation would be doomed."
~ BewilderedLoca
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"If my behavior were to reflect on the nuns and catholic priests, the church and clergic reputation would be doomed."
~ BewilderedLoca
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this deviant is now under the official declaration of the Brady Defense clause. or BDC.
anyone who violates this person in anyway... will have something ridiculous happen to then what is indescribable for words.
thank you for your time.
that is all.
-B.R.
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